While Still in Suasana Lebaran

Here are a bunch of people I should apologize to for posting and whining about them in here.

1. To all the motor riders that I yelled at when driving to the office in a rush every morning (that's a lot of yelling).
2. To all the pedestrian who crossed the street in an unlikely location, to the particular one I accidentally hit on.
3. To the "liar" .
4. To Mr. Negative .
5. To Music Critics for not understood you when you categorized DMB, The Decemberists and Peter Bjorn & John as "alternative".
6. To Ibu Megawati Soekarno Putri (aka TOLWLTW - That Other Lady Who Likes To Whine).
7. To Indosat Matrix and Its Customer Service (for taking my complaints - I still do by the way).
8. To some people I scoffed at in Jason Mraz Show (if you remember there was this lady wearing black top with a fierce eyes and words...that's me!)
9. To all sinetron crews and cast, why do you guys make all that crap I just can't get it - ummm...sorry again.. :p
10. To the drama King/Queen
11. To my colleagues and team mates at the office for putting up with me while I played the music in my playlist...I know it's not a common music (or as some of you referring to as "is it music at all?"). I'm letting you off the hook, now that I wear earphones.
12. To My Hometown (Ternate) for not visiting you for ages.
13. To all manual haters (i still don't get why you don't read manuals though).
14. To the government when they banned YouTube for a moment.
15. To Aa Gym and his wives for acting like I know them. I'm sure I don't. Would never judge 'em.

Wow...that's quite a long list (not to mention in my real life).

However, there are some people that I'd rather not apologize to for posting their story in my blog.

1. Smokers, for endangering other people's lives.
2. Steve Ballmer (aka. Microshaft) for producing Windows Vista and the lousy Internet Explorer.
3. The Ass Kisser, I prefer fair playing.
4. Last but not least......To the device or the person (if you must call him a person) who produced "Fitna".

Eid Mubarak!

Hunger is No Issue

As I get older (and hopefully wiser), I do not feel the thirst and hunger during shaum. When I was little or younger I remember the most difficult thing about shaum is the hunger (and thirst) thing.

I have a big appetite for a lady :p

Especially when it comes to cakes, nasi goreng and japanese foodies..yummm (still have the craving for salmon belly soup).




The hunger feeling was hard to ignore, yet harder to satisfied as it is impossible to "accidentally" swallow a plate of meal. But the thirst thing is easier...

During my pre-teen year, when taking wudhu sometimes I "accidentally" swallow the water or let it linger a little bit longer in my mouth...

As I get bigger and entering my teen years, it became easier.

But now, as I'm in my twenties (ahem!), hunger and thirst are no longer an issue I have to struggle with.

Don't you agree that emotion is hard to control?

Especially when on my way to the office, having to cope with the motorcycles on the road. Sometimes I let my old and angry self slips away...cursing them and yelling at them. As I felt the blood of rage rush through my head... I say "astaghfirullah. Gue kan lagi puasa". Sometimes I can control it, but sometimes it just slips away.


I pray and pray and pray that God will guide me and help me control my furious self (I still do).