Oh

How so vulnerable human being is....

How not so, if an absence of one simple thing makes us feel oh so powerless.

A simple item such as cellphone missing from your everyday life. Oh...how it can expose your feeling as a powerless being.


Oh no...the cellphone is here alright...it's the network that's gone missing.

My sim card...the "great" Indosat Matrix broke down again for the umpteenth time.

Furious? Yes.

Angry? Definitely.


Oh my angry self was writing some mental complaint and inappropriate remarks to say but I was also curious. Can I live without it? This is the main cellphone I'm talking about. I have another one with only about 30 numbers listed and only a few people know.

Oh...the curiosity won. I let the problem linger for about 5 days. Why so long? I was trying to live and breathe without it for a while....the damn thing. I wanted to try living without it.

Living? Of course.

Breathing? Barely.........

I feel like was gasping for air the time it happened.
Suddenly the world is this giant frightening place with very little air supply.

Oh....... the simple and happy life without cellphone...will it ever return?

PS: oh well...I finally get the damn thing replaced today.... and yes...the lazy ass that I am... I decided to stay with the current provider...